feeling like it is in the 90s

Righto... Just now, much feels like it was in the 90s... How come I think of that. Well, I can only speak for the living in Berlin as I see it. But could be much possible that this is common everywhere- well maybe in different ways, but common the thought self.

I remember in the 90s many students came to town to the university, study hard and party also hard together with all the people who work from monday to friday. Thought we party a lot to in the 90s, we never had so much alcohol and not at all that much Vodka and Gin and the drugs they used where not that strong as today. And all the young stars... so similar to what we had in the 90s.
And the clubs, the moved in the 90s into new locations. And this is what they are doing now again. Od, isn't it? Little museums change their place too and we have open and experimental exhibitions.
So many foreign people came in the 90s like today. So many moved from another country to Germany or German moved to another country.

And so many young people where living together as today in flats and having birthday parties and breakfast and brunch and lunch and all that stuff with so much fun. 
But then, the feeling... That all are working so much and hard and are exhausted in the end and kind of feel that this is just the calm before the storm. Cos everyone seems to party and go out and try to enjoy every single sunshine, making picnic and making babies as this is the last chance to do it. I actually have the feeling like in the 90s that it is the best time to learn, to study, to go back to school...like this. 
I remember that we had a raise of birth numbers in the 90s as we have the last years. 
Isn't it crazy that the parties with the music of the 90s are so successful? Everyone feels fine there and everyone is trying to have fun and find someone to have sex with and everyone is talking about love but fears it also and then all those groups going out together as in the 90s... 
And all those talking about politic an the start of awareness that we have to just do more then telling and talking... We have to go on the streets. 
The raise of the rent was in the 90s the same fast and hard to take and did change our style of living. 
Many moved in the 90s because of this fact and so do we today. The bubble is growing as in the 90s so today but I have the feeling of that the bubble is growing much faster and the next crisis is just on the next corner, but so it seems that next to everyone is waiting for the moment and expecting to come. 
And when I think of the 90s I think of the start of computers for everyone and everyone had a phone and how this changed our life in the last 20 years. Can't help but wonder what technology will come now to change our life and science is on a new top, but also the question of what is true. Like in politics. I mean it seems we are very much on the place where we have been before the wall was broken.
And isn't it funny that in the 90s we had a lot of "marry me" talking, although today we talk about marriage equals- the right for everyone to marry. 
I remember that it also was a time for a to come out of the closet and today we talk like that time about transexual here. 
And another fact is funny too -more or lesson... all those repairing in town... all those we have to save money at work. All those renewing of old things. Or keeping up the good work or trying to survive the job or keep the work alive. To earn money which seems to get lost in space.
Seems it is no wonder that series with conservative content and family strories have become so popular and all those TV shows about ancient times... 

As if someone is trying to keep you blind and entertain, so you don't look to close what's really happening. 

And those vegetarian food... something I know well from the 90s and the fact that we where showing pics of how bad we tread our animals we eat and food and nature. But sadly we forgot the past and so we maybe try to teach each of us again to wake up and change our habits. 

And that's what I wonder after all. We started yoga and now it's popular and we started bio and now it's popular... we started a lot but most of us did not changed the habit and so the core of our problems stayed the same... Isn't it like that? 
Still want to be amused. Still afraid to lose. Still to weak to see?
Just questioning and thinking...


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