Is it again so long that I wrote a note... a line... had a story to tell... well, you know me maybe for a while and so you know.. my writing goes on and on but never everyday...
So what about reading again today..?
Many things happen while the river flows and so I have to think where to start with this entry...
Let's start with the funny things...
I had a friend from Sweden at my place for a week. It was nice and although I did not had so much time, we where able to do some stuff.
Being in Postdam was one of those, seeing the town, going into churches and then to the big park "Sansoucci..." which means "Without concern". A very beautiful park and just now it was not only a sunny day, it also was all grown up and the flowers did glimmer and shine and the colors where so nice... This trip is one of my tips I have to tell, cos one day, a little walk in the next town to Berlin and it's just lovely.
The history is old and this park and it's castles had the luck to survive time, cos it was meant to taken away many years ago and only because the politic situation changed you still can go there and have a nice time.
Anyway we also found at the end a new restaurant at the Park entrance who did Sushi and it was delicious. Never had such a good Sushi meal.
Having a guest home is quite a challenge sometimes. Depends on the guest but I guess you know that by your own experience, that even your beloved family can be. So I had my challenge to have him at my home, although it was not such a big. But you see where you stand by yourself, what habits you have and if you look closer you see maybe why you like something or less... Sometimes a guest wants to be nice and washes the dishes f.ex. but in a totally different way then you do... Would you not first think "Oh I better do it by myself"? We use to swear.. don't we? But I decided not to tell, just to look what he is doing and ask myself why am I uneasy with this. He does like he knows it. My way of thinking is another then his, so why being mad? That made me calm down very quickly and just watch myself. Maybe it's easy or more easy for someone who lives all the time with other people, but for me as someone who use to live alone.. It's always interesting to see myself and then think of it.
Another thing which came up the last days was the faces of my friends... Not that I did not saw them before but was wondering how time goes by even you know that it is just a thing of many. You watch them and see that they became older. They are still your friends and you love them but you see the little aging signs and some better, some badder and some seems not to change at all. You see the faces slowly changing and then you start watching at yourself. You know, we don't notice it usually and then suddenly we see another person in the mirror starring at us, but from time to time we catch a sight from ourself and try to forget it the minute later. Isn't it that way we us to?
I mean like in the movies, ten years or fifteen have gone by after school and you stand there in front of your mirror and you move in your belly, that little one you've got. You know you already gave a way some clothes cos they did not match and others you wonder if they ever did. I laugh about this cos it's so clear and totally bonkers to do so, or?
I mean out there in the world are things going on you should fear more or better have less fear but be aware of. Russia has a new law which leads to more violence. It already has.
The funny thing is that some people say it the other way round. I mean they say that when you make the law liberal and the violence will heighten but it never did.
Letting people love each other and it will destroy the love of others... How stupid is that! Poor Russia politics and poor are those who think in that way.
But also democracy is still a child and vulnerable and so we have to stand up again and start thinking by ourself.
Turkey is fighting for freedom and is beaten by the democratic politic.... so wrong don't you think?
Obama is coming to Germany and we just found out the the USA is spying us... not only us but now a man is frighten his life because he told us about it. A traitor? Well, here we see how democratic the USA really is and the same should be known about the other man who just now stands in front of trial and has to expect a life long prison and that is clearly no democracy, because a man who just told the truth should never been in a prison for so long- never. Although this truth contains a hurting truth - cos the USA still says they are only friendly- but this truth shows how american is shitting on human rights. My dear friends in the USA, as long as I like many things from you but you have to wake up and notice that you have NOT been number one in the world for a long time. To be right, the reactions after 9/11 made you fall deeply and you even will not see it. Sad , sad, that your own politic is lying to you. So did anyone said I'm sorry from your side. I can not hear it.
But yes, I know not all people in the USA are the same and so in Russia the people are not all like that but when steps where taken backward, we should worry and stop being blind.
Oh I know we in Germany have our problems too. Fighting for the rights to love, to live and then we have a mad trial over fascist where so many did mistakes and lied already and the truth about our government when it's about a man who stood up agains lying in the politics is called mentally ill.
But that's why I go to street festivals who stands up for the human rights, the gay and lesbian community together and the positive energy. Actually being to such events make me always think about us. Who we are, what we do and that you can be alone in a crowd. But also be part of it, with smiles, with hope, with love and ideas.
While the sun is going down and the clouds are somewhere and people in other parts of my country helping each other to clean the mess up from a flood, I think ... There's more to live then this little peace of shit we have sometimes next to us. There are people caring for each other and getting stronger instead of killing or beaten a man together, which just shows how weak and stupid and blind you are.
And so I think of all the children in the world and I hope that many will learn the love way and see the peace path and how strong they are, that they are perfect and so...I leave you with my first own strawberry from this year.
.... this is it for now... till the next posting...
LOVE & LIGHT
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