A New Year is come, the old is done...

...and what will it bring to you and me???

All we hope is all the best... that's surely we all wanna see..

Make it at last, what we never did before..

Do what you adore... 'cos now is the time to change...

I am so grateful of having attracting so many good thinks into my live...

That I had so much joy and so much to learn in 2011...

...and you... what did you took this year into your home?

Was it good? Was it something to learn? Did you all you planed?

If not so now a new year is always a new chance...

I for myself will go on with my journeys to other places in the world... meeting new people and getting new friends and ideas and experiences...

...and start again things I lost and did not do the last years... like going on with things I started again this year, like dancing... having more fun with friends... keeping an eye on my friends...

Like doing some wellness... relaxing more often and not if I am nearby to break down...

Guess most of us should remember to make a break, to take a deep breath...

We are much to often just talkin' about it.. and much to often we only look at the bad things and all the bad luck, but there is always a chance to remember the good one... Let's try to do..

Let's try to give up all those too many hours on the work...

We work to live not the other way 'round...

Oh, I am so grateful and thank myself for having such good friends and such a beautiful family around... and I will try to do my best to make it last longer, getting stronger and better and hope that they will have the feeling, that they can trust me, count on me, ask me for help and do give me advise if so they think or I ask... and yes I hope they know I love them... and yes I will say once again to all of them and to you my dear readers.. thank you for being part of my live...

Thank you for being so kind...

Thank you for all you've tried...

Thank you that you decided to life this live in this time, together with me....

Thank you for sharing your though, your feelings and time with me....

I hope you will go on with this next year...

I hope I can help you to light up your live a bit and maybe be a guide or you'll be able to do that for me...

I do see a lot of hope for so many things... and yes I think we will have a bit of a big chaos in the world but I am so joyful when I think of next year... can't remember when I last thought the next year is coming.. yeah..happy, happy.... this year will be much more than 2011... things are in change, still a lot to learn, still a lot to do, but oh I am so exiting to come forward... I will try to be part of the journey who tries to make this world a better place....

Just now I do remember "The earth song" from Michael Jackson, "Imagine" from John Lennon or "Love makes the world go round" from Madonna.... or "Only Love" from K.D. Lang....

I plane to start the next year with giving free HUGS on the 7. January next to the meeting of the Occuby demonstration in Berlin, which still is going on every saturday...

'Cos giving free Love should be something normal, but

we forgot.... many forgot this...

and yes human dignity is inviolable ... we should definitely bring this back to mind....

So ... wish you a happy new year and a fantastic live... and remember words become true...

So look on what you wish and say and feel... make the good things real...!

LOVE & LIGHT

I have a dream

Christmas time is near my dear readers, what does this mean to you?

Will you hide or run away, fly or travel away...?

Or will you do nothing but rest yourself or once again blame yourself being on a place you don't want to be?

Do we have to be religious to celebrate Christmas, to like it? Are Christians the only one to be allowed to only celebrate the time? Well I come from a country where most people where not religious at all. Only 20% where part of a religious family. But the most of us did celebrate Christmas and knew the reason why there was this celebration.

............................................................of course we loved the presents, the Christmas tree and all the songs. To eat good and come together with the family or parts of them. To not work or go to school. But at least, it always was a time to stop our running in everyday live..... It always was a time to think about the year which is to start to come to end. We always where talkin' about family stuff and politics and the job and what we've been through and learned and what we've earned and what we wish for next year.

To talk with your family about the year, I think is very important. And yes, no matter how your family looks like, these people are those who you trust and after all they often give you the best advises.

.......I know there are people who don't celebrate Christmas.
I know some do it, because they are just and simple alone. Others don't like Christmas of different reasons. And then we have all those who don't celebrate this time because the religious they are part of don't have this in content. But I invite them all to use this time to think, to dream, to talk, to meet... to love and laugh. Don't try to stay home alone if you can, this is so sad and you can always find someone to share your time with. But this means to look out and see to find the right people. Not the first best is the best man. But maybe the second one you meet.
Oh, and remember... there is no need for stressing :-)
.......I love to decorate my flat like you can see on my pics. Every year a bit different. I always do it for me--myself--and I...

:-) yes, I think to many still have in mind..."Oh the the neighbors what they might think. Everyone should see how good we have it. We're better than you, look here. I say.... let's lose our fear and trust in us, ourself!

.....Every year my feeling for Christmas starts at a another time. Sometimes it depends on the snow, sometimes on the work, sometimes on the music I hear. But always when the time is right I start to see, to look and reflect. ............................................................ and so do comes my wishes, my dreams.....

I have a dream

I have a dream of a world

finally living in peace

the dream of people waking up and realize

with love they can make peace

stop fighting agains all those scrap

start being the better man

I have the dream of people

respecting each other

no matter where you're from

loving each other

no matter how old or young

my dreams contains that we

cherish each other

look out for another

that we

will be nice to the nature again

and see we have all we need

to live in peace

to make this world a better place

and break the power of some people

who only want us to be stupid

to be slaves of money

I have a dream

that we all remember that we are one

one system of energy

one system of life

one

that we always remember

all bad you do is bad for all

all hurting you do

is hurting you

all suffer you bring

is suffering the world

brings unhappy times

bringing crime and lies

and so I have a dream of you and me

playing games on the streets

without fear and doubt

that we love each other no matter what

in all the ways we can love one another

that we can enjoy the sun

every flower on the way we walk

every child which is born

every old man who gives us wise advises

that mankind rises

I have a dream

that we

respect

every step we go

and every drop of water

we get and drink and wash with

every life

each type

I have a dream

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LOVE & LIGHT

the thing with the Ideal

Today i'm gonna write about the Ideal of beauty...

The Ideal of beauty of man... how a human being should look like...

Well, somehow the thinkin' about this thing has changed in the last 100 years in a way I am not sure if it is really good.

To go straight to the goal...

today the most think they should look like the ideal. The most seem to think they have to do everything to look like the ideal... well once people understood that an ideal is unreachable...

but today everyone seems to think that it is actually possible with all the plastic surgery and beauty products.

Well, people in the past knew that an ideal was something which shows the times idea of what is beauty and what do they think is the ideal...

They knew it was not to reach and never thought about reaching it, because it was an ideal, just an idea, just a thing which comes out of a discussion, of a meeting of painters, philosophers and thinkers. It has nothing to do with the reality. They knew that and so the Ideal changes in time. Think about Rubens, Michelangelo, the beauty of the plastic David, or the things we found of the stone age... all different, all just ideas of what is the ideal but never what you have to be. Yes they tried to be beauty and did a lot to make them self nice, but it was kind of buy nice clothes, have nice jewelry and show the inside out... the inner beauty of a man, of yourself... how much money you have, how much good you are in bed and kinda like this.

But today, we not only have one ideal, it also changes quickly and we have for everything an ideal.. like Barbie, Models like Heidi Klum or Naomi, for each fetish group the ideal fetish guy or girl... or some kinda star seems to be it... an ideal for black people, white or asian...

Isn't it confusing? And why do so many try to be like it? We'll never will look like a Barbie, how much you try, it is not possible.. but why should you... ?! You have a beauty...inside and outside, it's just to find it and bring it out and show it... no matter what the ideal is, because the ideal is just an idea, nothing we will ever be..just remember that....

At my work I meet a lot of people and I always find some beauty and if it's just a hidden beauty.. I see it. I think we all should learn again to see it.

Look in the face of someone, or search for some nice details in the hands or other parts of the body or how a man moves... or is it the smile or a blink of an eye... or maybe the strand of hair that swirls itself.

If you try this, you always can see some beauty, no matter if it is a child, a father, an old lady or the foreign and strange stranger next to you... and when you'll find it... smile.. just smile....

:-)

LOVE & LIGHT

a year in the garden...

Hej folks,

a new blog about a new theme...

today it's about my little garden, well not exactly a garden like you'll see

but somehow my little garden...

on my balcony, where the sun is shining so beautifully, day after day...

I always hade the dream of a big big garden, with a little house in it... yes never dreamed of a big house...

but as long I don't have one... I try to create my own little dream to come closer to my big dream...

sure it all starts in the springtime...

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and never take a long time to grow much bigger...
and my guest liked it as well
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Yes I do think we should share such nice and lovely things with us.............

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........try to create a garden which is something like a little miracle... you know, when I was a child, we had a garden in the wood...

.....and so part of the garden was kind wild and like the plants and trees grows from nature and in front of the garden house, we had some plants and flowers to enjoy and it was like a tamed wilderness... the ways were not straight on, we walked like on waves... round and round... you could not see from the gate what was coming, what was hiding..

My Ex his brother has had a garden which was tubular, elongated, but very nicely divided into a wild part, one part with grass, then one with a playground for the children, and a camp fire and finally a part with fruit trees, which grew into each other .... something like a fairy tail...

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........ and if I don't have a Balcony, then I try to get a small winter garden in my apartment, so very secretly, and to have many plants on the window pane...

..............................................I also just tried this year, whether it could work with strawberries

........ well did function and so I tried to have more healthy food between the flowers and plants... that went well and was a lot of joy... did you know how much work it is and how much joy it brings in the end.... such a little garden is very good for your health and gives you so much back... and all those growing is so awesome...

and one more to eat...yam yam...
.......healthy food.....
more healthy food....

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......and of course for the cat the Cat Grass and Catmint ...but Maurice was not to catch with this, while other cats feel like dizzy ..it's like a drug, like a drug......... but not for him.... no no... he never need to go to rehab...
more catching was what was going on on the street....

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-------------------------all those sunlight and the shadow plays

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something hidden between grass...

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and I love it when all mix, when all grows into each other so you can't see where it starts where it ends...
love to have little details between the plants like candles, birds... crowns...

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my heart can be growing into a lot of hearts... :-)

....and often it is one experiment, does the plant become something, do they survive, does it flourishes, as long as it blooms in whatever color it blooms .... do the plant become large, or do it remains small, do they bloom at all .... The American lilacs did not bloomed, maybe next year?

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------it was very hard to decide which pics I should take and show you my readers, cos I got so many really good... still it's a lot to see here for you.........

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..............:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::....................more to come and always the picture changes and the year goes by...
.........love it when flowers floating in water

............................................and a bee comes by and "eat"....

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.........sometimes the flowers bloom without water ... alive only by the humidity ... the rain drunk ....

........this flower has no connection to earth but rain...
.........and then when summer is going the coming of sunflower is on the way..............................................................

and then fall was in town....

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.....isn't it like a litlle garden?

you'll see little changing... and new plants...

still the flowers never seems to give up...happy happy ...lucky me......

..........since the holidays in Fuerteventura, I just had to have a couple of small succulents...
..............always searching for new ideas and views on my garden...
...............new planted strawberries ... Offshoot repotted ...
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.................no no, no more water...now it has to fade... winter is comin'....
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.................some never stops..... come again and again and again....

Time to pack the plants for all seasons, so that the frost can not harm them......
and so the year ends, just now with a lot of rain... waitin' for the snow... but sure, next year will it all begin again.... the training, the growing... the sun shining and giving birth to beautiful flowers...

LOVE & LIGHT