Old Shoes.... what to do with them..?

Dementia

very common these days in the life of families... 
Not easy to deal with for everyone...
Some people kill themselves when they get the diagnose from the doctor...
Some people try to hide from that fact that they change in a way they never dreamed of...
Some people try to be open with this...
Some say you still can have a goooooooooood time with that.... can you? Is it true?
Alzheimer's organisations try to tell the people not to kill themselves cos still it's all worth living... Is it?

In the beginning for all people victim or not, it's more or less easy to deal with this, but then... the change comes, the challenge... and the question.. is this a god quality of Live? Is this a god Live? 
Oh yes it's true you have fine hours... moments... and if you're lucky, your healthy... The body can be save but the soul is starting to fly away, far away.. memories fades away... who are you then... another person... never the same... not knowing where to go, where to stay, what time it is or what's the place is called you are... not knowing what to do... live is getting boring..... very boring... you getting helpless and the things become more and more little.. just thinking of when to eat, when to sleep and when to shit... yes it's like that... very much.... is this worth those rare moments of peace you maybe have... 'cos for the most they comes a harder way with it... not only your mind is blowing away, your body is not the same.. you cannot trust your own body, you're ill, but don't know how to deal with it... helpless you are... Yes people keep watching over you, washes you, and feed you... at the end like a baby you are... Is this really what you want? And if it isn't what you want... Why do people say it is reprehensible to take you're own life when you decide not to live up to this... I mean... I see it at my work and know it from my family... the person you once loved and knew is gone but there is still the body and this body becomes a stranger to you too... Who is it you keep watching over then? The same? 
Well with dementia, no one can tell you how it goes...You can have luck and stay in a way you feel yourself good with but with Alzheimer -you know the way... It just goes down... down.. down... 

But one truth is: Most of Dementia and Alzheimer affected suffer in one or another way.... Why not then to say no to that and end your own life? 
No easy question.... but don't let people tell you it's an always god living with this illness... or there is a chance of god times with this... oh those chances are so little and this has nothing to do with our society, like some say... sure we should not drown those people away... when they need our help and understanding... but then..like I said... oh yes we can do to keep you as long as able in a god way... but this way ends someday too.. and then what... ? Victim or not.....?

LOVE & LIGHT