The Secret

Did you saw the movie "The Secret"? The one where a woman told you about how she found out what the secret in live is? Well there are some.. and it's better to watch the film more then once and really think about what you saw and heard and the same with the book with same name... Do it more then once to read it... But also this is to be with things like this.. 
I mean meditation, reading Laotse, or words of Buddha or a sanskrit shant... all these things gives you the chance to stop... and think...  and change yourself, but the thing with those thing is.. 
It's nice to stop for a moment and think about it and see where you stand actually and then do some moves. 
Oh it's absolutely nice to be aware of your habits but this makes you no better. Neither if you really change your habits in one way or more. Well, to be true for most of us it's just like make a break like a holiday and then... we go back to all the old ways we went before. 
Most of us do so easy and so quickly and even more of us don't ever get aware of this... not in the first time... 
We feel it coming back and one day, when we're in big trouble again, we remember....Ooh...oh.. yes... Mhh and feel bad. 
That for sure is the most stupid thing we can do, but we have got to learn this. 
Yes, a very long time in our live we learnt to react like this. 
So again, are you aware of your negative habits? Are they negative? Are they? Or are those habits just pictures you learn, way of reactions you learn... I mean look around... to be a free man is a challenge...! Why.. are you free? Really? Mostly we're not, even many of us think we are.. How come..?
Once more and again... look around you... what you see?
Cars...
Nice cloths..
Latest News..
Something you must by...
Eat, drink and try..
Oh Cinemas... Music... Shows... You are getting entertaining all the time.. even your bank is entertaining you... 
And all are using the words "free, freedom, peace, love and god, make a holiday, you are worth it, you are beauty, you can do it, you need it to be better...and so on, more and more positive words"... to poison you..
Why is that?
Isn't it clear?
To keep your mind away from the real thing..
What's the real thing..?
You!
You?
How?... Don't understand it?... 
O.K... then again... remember..
You need nothing - none of those things, even those entertaining you is out of sense... !
But all those entertaining you makes it hard for you to change your habits.. Because you see the surface and only this you should- if it's about them, who do entertain you... Because behind the surface there is a not so nice truth.. The price we pay for living the surface... It's a big price and you have learnt to be ashamed of it, so they make it easy for you to look away... 
You know it's no god somehow, but you do.. and getting afraid of feeling more of your shame next time...is also something they thought you. Yes...! Fair is everything for them to keep you little. 
Because there is nothing to be ashamed of but you will forgive and all the victims will forgive you at the end. Cos you did not know better to be. But you have a chance..always... always... Now and tomorrow...
Time is not the question... It's always the right time.. Well, the price is another question... Will it be a hard one..? Doesn't mean to be.. can be.. I can't tell you your way... But trust me.. starting it is the most important thing... and no- I don't tell you to change from one to a 1000%... 
Just start, do as you can, get aware, change step by step and as much you can... 
Start wherever you want.. Keep an eye on your mind, what are you thinking.. once in a while.. and with time you will do it more often and then there will be a time you just do... The same with what you eat.. start with what you by and what is really god for you, what is made in peace and without harm, and so on.... just go on... on and on and on... till you just do... the same with meditation... just do... no matter how god you are, the masters have had the same start as you... now... 
That's what I am trying to do... and since I know that it's o.k. not to meditate every day, not to do my sport every day, since I know, everything has it's own time.. I more and more stop to be in a hurry...  That really makes me feel better... and more and more I see why I should stop old habits, why they are not god or better... why I want to change- because the price I have to pay... well I will not pay every price, I don't have to... why should I..? But so I start changing little things... learn.. forget, remember, learn again, see it more clear and then try it again... No matter what theme it is... pic one and start... 

Mood, your feelings will show you the trace.... If they are not god, your on the wrong trace... simple... If you feel sad, bad or something negative then just ask yourself what is the reason and then change it... What are the patterns who brings you where you don't want to be..? 
My pattern, my old pattern don't leave me that easy... likely to most of us.. we have loved them too much, cherish them and feed them... but have patience... you get rid of them, just be aware when you are on the old trace.... stop for a moment and say "Goodbye"... oh this sounds silly... foolish... YES... it does, you're right, but then.. again... remember... think, think, think... see and see with your heart... You know the answer already.. You always knew.. the answer lies in us... 
That's the way to make the world a better place

LOVE & LIGHT