Do you feel you're drown in fear‏?

Is mankind going mad? Or are we just bonkers?

Seems autumn let us easely feel that things are going to en end, also that some things seems to be hopeless. Yes some people feel already hopeless and I mean with life itself, with the politics and the way we have our work done. 

Have we failed? 

Just now it seems in many parts of the world that out of the earth comes hell. Many times this hell is colored in the name of god. 

When you read the news you may feel there are more wars then ever going on, but actually there are not. 

But the wars have changed and became bigger, harder and worse in any meaning of the word. 

We fight with words and we fight with guns. We fight us till death do us part and we fight mostly so blind. 

We fear that war can come back even in countries where war was long time thought to be gone but let's look on the streets and there are the so called soldiers. 

We long believed it was just about oil and water but actually it is mostly about power and systems. Which system do you believe in.  Who has the most power.

To be clear there are all in all two different wars, some sometimes connect to each other too. 

The war because of dictatorship and power and the one for telling others what to believe in. The wars in the name of god. And both have a very dangerous similarity- both are lead by people who do not except another options and believes. 

Both work with a lot of propaganda in every way possible. Both work with the fact that mankind is easy to keep alive without its mind. Better a living robot then a living mind. 

Both systems forget or ignore that achieving success in the future is only to get with a living mind. But they will not listen untill they have no choice. 

And most of all, both system work with a fact that many others use too. Fear. Keep people in fear. Make mankind fear change. Make them fear an own mind. Make them fear losing their jobs and money. Make them fear their own future and this will always played by words who tell them that there is no way out, no other way, no chnace, no nothing and absolute just the slave way to live as they say, though they never say you are a slave but this is what they want you to be. A slave, a living robot, but never a living mind. 

So keeping people blind is easy, for this game is played for a very long time. 

But fear will keep you little and week and blind and ill and most of all in thoughts you should better avoid thinking, if you want a free and happy life. 

Though all of us have been teached the truth and what a happy life means and money isn't part of it and not using your mind isn't part of it and going the path of another one isn't part of it. 

We all listened to stories of standing up, using your courage and strength. We all saw movies with simple people becoming heros as they just step out of the shadows other wants you to stand in. We all have read news about those who come together and fight for a better world. We all can read books about how to take your own steps. 

So why don't we? Because the first things we learn everywhere is- FEAR. We are warned in live everywhere. We are teached to be aware of what to do and what not and to fear that consequenses could be bad. We are also teached to much not to stand up, even if we have companion with us. So mothers and fathers- if you want a free child don't teach warnings first! Teach trying and trying till it is right for them. Teach them to use their own mind and that others don't matter if it is about what you have and can do. 

Oh how much have we heard that we can't do this and that.

How much we have learned this is to read everyday in the press as we read what we can't. 

Listen to the politics and see they do nothing cos they say they can't. Though all of us know we can. 

Yes we can, were the words Obama had with him but then he lost his own track, now he lives in fear more then ever though he had a chance. But that is another thing. 

We all believe from time to time we don't stand a chance, but we never really try and we far to less speak out about that. For if we did, we had to say that everything's is everyones fault. No one can say it was not even his fault. We all stick together in the same boat but we choose to ignore. 

Oh how many times TV Shows were telling us this. Star Treck, Dr. Who, Sherlock Holms, Chicago Hope etc...

But we have also learned with fear- to be blind when it is about all those things, though they sitt in the back of each and everyones mind. 
Actually you don't have to come from the western world to be able to understand this, just if you want. 
But here we come back to the wars- what is mostly feard by those who do the war? Education!

Education of the mind and the heart. Empathy is something which is very much needed for if you have one, you won't kill just because of some words, someone says. Empathy will tell you what is right and wrong and that stoning your sister because she got raped is wrong. You don't need a law to tell what is right and what is wrong but you need and open mind. Sadly some countries have to many young people who never got the education to make them thinking by their own and feel by their own heart and act in their own name instead of something strange. 

But an only well educated mind alone can also be a problem as it is that many smart minds are fools and believe in things who never could be right if their heart would be open and they truely had empathy. Here I blame all the man who make the religions world wide a game to follow without asking. This is a badder game then "Games of thrones" as it is so wrong in words and acting. The lying is so obvious but the people are made so blind with drugs and songs and pictures and dust.  

You feel maybe just now that your fear is going stronger and this is exactly what those people want with the whole risk to bring mankind in the dark age and in ful slavery. At the end mankind is not able to exist and this price they are easy and willing to pay as they only see themself. So many war people are willingly to pay the price and even people who seem not be at war they are as they sell all the things those war warriors need. And so are many rich people war people as they sell without a heart but claim they can't do different -thought they know they can but won't and have learned to ignore the consequenses as they never feel it self. Because they, from time to time let slip a man by and be free. That is actually how it is going. You do something deeply bad but as you seems to be from time to time a good man, you must have the right for another chance and be able to be loved. Because as no one is only bad from the ground.  

And here we have our chance. Knowing this we can go the right direction. Keep our focus on the nice and god things. Keep our mind open and never forget the shadows but we can step into more sun and out of all the misery as it is possible. Bad thoughs brings bad things. Good thoughs brings good things. The law of attraction. We all know it but as we fear and doub this law will show us darkness and so we believe that we are right what we fear, thought we would be right too and shown the reason why if we don't. THE REVOLUTION OF LOVE as we can read it sometimes is the right way and maybe the only way to save part of mankind and the world, thought things will change a lot untill we have a peace time again. And yes there will always be a shadow left behind. The dark will never fade but we can make it small. I won't promise the golden age but still we have the possibilities. I am sure we can, if we just want as more and more want and actually do. No wonder that the fights have become harder. They fear us- the awaken and free.

But we have to become stronger!

So---> Stop waiting constantly for a change. Be the change! 

And where do we stand now? In a time where the last fights are going on- again. Like in the Lord of the rings, we stand in the time of Frodo and his friends and we have to gatter around as the enemy is building up. This is Lord of the rings in real live. Books are made of our reality. Everyone of them. 

So our weapon is mind, education, heart and the revolution of love to focus at, as it is better to focus on something to fight for, then something to die for. 

Be Frodo, be a companion of Dr. Who, be part of the Enterprise or be mother courage. 

Never give up the hope and the way of Love as most of us know what Love is in some way. We all have knowlegde of the good things and the bad things that may be. We all know no risk, no fun and no success.

Yes we have become a bit to lazy and sure of ourself and that's why fear had it easy, but we can still let it go and smile. A bit fear never killed you, but if you let the fear rule you, it will kill you for sure in some way.  

Which side are you on? It's time to decide! Will you be still the weakest link? Or will you strongen? 

This all may sound very philosophical but it is very, very clear part of our reality.

For me, I will go the way of light and love as much as I can and I will help you and let me help from you as much as it will be. 

Dead- the one we fear so much should be our reminder that life is better to live happy then waste in shadows. You may live a long life in darkness but happiness won't reach you as Gollum never was happy that way.  

So my dear readers, decide it's time!

Drown in fear or get out of it and fly in hope and positive spirit.

Act up and stand up!

It's a hard way, yes, and it is maybe a long time going on untill we can call things good again in all meanings. No, no one said it would be easy, but no one said it has be that far. 

Sometimes I wonder who you are.

But nevertheless it is a way out of fear- and so let's start with to say goodbye to fear and laugh into the eyes of the enemy- 

Halloween is the right time for this! Happy Halloween and as always...

...LOVE & LIGHT

the difficulties of letting die...

Today it's about dying, more precisely, to practice a gentle dying.

It's always not easy to talk about this and in the western culture people prefer not to talk about it at all until it is absolutely necessary.

Nevertheless, there are well over a million people just in germany- who have dying relatives and to deal with the question what dying with dignity must be. What is allowed? How long do a man has to suffer? What is just pain you really don't need?

The fear of dying is perfectly natural and quite the die also.

But here it is all about the fear of being delivered, and before painful symptoms in the dying phase.

Well, morphine or similar drugs have been proven as a means of pain management now. The fear of addiction goes back slowly, partly because many are aware by now that the drug plays a role not striving.

Even breathlessness relieves Morphine good, instead of producing them. Studies have already demonstrated this. There is even by many the fear of breathlessness, which may increase the fear itself.

The hunger and appetite goes away and does not hurt the body. There is no need for artificial nutrition. On the other side the thirst remains but it is enough to supply the body with a minimum of liquid, otherwise the body is overwhelmed, as in death, the kidneys adjust their work slowly. So water will come into the lungs, when you give more then a bit of water to the dying body. This can bring breathlessness. In addition to giving oxygen often makes no sense, because many have their mouths wide open and so it would drain.

And then the medicine... the most are not absolutely necessary. To much are given for a maybe...

Nevertheless, the question arises again and again. Have Doctors forgotten how to make very elderly people die naturally, as it was earlier but apparently the rule?

In recent decades, doctors have increasingly learned to do everything just what keeps life. It is difficult for them what is called the loving end of life failure to perform.

It's because they feel good with all the helpin' stuff. To not do, this is very hard and a big problem for many. They have learn to save live, no matter what. But they have often forgot to use the human mind and heart inside them self to decide what is right and what is wrong and then everyone wants them to say what to do and what is right or wrong. A big responsibility.

Thank God people begin to wonder whether all this is so true. Because it's like when you at birth: In most cases, it runs best when it is not disturbed from outside. Only a little help is needed. No big circumstances.

So will a living will help to bring more certainty into it? The answer is yes , yes , yes and especially if it is sign from a doctor or lawyer too. Because this is confirming the mental clarity of the affected at the time of signature.

But what else can be done to allow a dignified death?

First, you should discuss it in good times. What I want and what you don't. If the times comes, then it should be free of pain for everyone, and if possible, provide pleasant atmosphere. If anyone is in the final stage, it should always, always be someone there, holding the hand. It soothes and takes away the fear most. You should talk to the dying and allow them to die. Tell them it's alright to go away. To take the next step. It won't hurt. The dead does not hurt.

Much to often we do to much and bring only pain. For what, for maybe, for a few moments more to live. Yes I think when people are old we must learn again that they can die because they are old and don't want to live any more and are tired. They had a life. And when a young man is on the way to die, we should let them. I know it's hard because they are so young sometimes and we think it is not fair. There must be a way. But to keep them alive for each price is not worth the living. Our own fear of dead and die should not make us blind for the reality we have in front of our eyes. If you keep this in mind, you can not fail.

LOVE & LIGHT

MY Marilyn

On August the 5. this year, Marilyn Monroe will be death exact since 50 years.

A very long time and still we see her films, love her pics and talk about her.

The way she died is still a mystery and it doesn't really matter why she dies, but after the last books about her which came out, it seems to be bad luck, an accident like, cos two of her doctors gave her medicine which seemed to have killed her, but anyway... we maybe never knew the hole truth and like i said, it does not really matter now...

I always liked this very special woman. And over the years, the more I got to know about her, the more I love her and what she's done. She really was and is a star, and not only that.... she was much more.... Some people called her a dumb blonde. Still there are some who think she is or better was a stupid girl/ woman. That is for sure untrue... after all the things I have read about her and what she had said... she must have been a smart woman.

Well we all know that she was known for her delay. Mrs. Monroe was late but not out of maliciousness. She once said that she is not to have for drill and discipline. She saw herself as a man, refused to be treated as a machine. She was very nervous and had very high expectations of her own performance. That's why she was often late.

But she was in my eyes an actress, a very good one, a comedienne and had that special gift to shine in every film she was in.

Her voice was special, that was because she acted with her voice because her true speaking voice was not so nice and special. Now we can really call it the Marilyn voice.... it is so special, that no one really can cover.

And the way she moved her mouth and smiled is so special, that you try and try but never come as near as you wish to the way she did it. It seems like a miracle.

And her songs.... she had some very good... sure her soul was not big but she knew how to spell, how to make a song so you want to listen to on and on...

After all she is best known for her acting in front of cameras, she was maybe the only one who knew best to play with to flirt with that medium. Even Madonna, who likes the camera a lot too, does not reach that kind of being in front of a camera.

That was maybe after all learning a gift too.... Oh she was very strict with the selection of images, almost out of her critical uncertainty.

What I like about her is, she never spoke ill of others. She did not care much for money and fame. Most of the money was donated, and she herself had only a comparatively small house. Nevertheless, she had many envious and bloodsuckers too around her and she knew this very well but for a long time she did not know how to get through this and how to deal best with them. Last but not least, the studios made it very difficult to her.

Nevertheless, it was very progressive, likely to be aware of it without realizing it. Ahead of her time. She demanded higher salaries for women, made herself independent with her own production company. Ensured that the actors were not only bound to a studio. Made sure that she could say a word in the publishing rights.

She was always just a Sexsymbol for the studios, never really had the chance to get a role which was bound just to acting. That must have been very difficult for her. But she was more down to earth than many believe... not only did she spend her money and time for children, animals or plants like trees.... She was also very often in the clubs and thought that all people are equal... and so on day she said to a manager of a club for white people, that he has to let Ella Fitzgerald play in his club. If he does, she will be there every night and she was and Ella never had to play in little clubs again and so began the rise of many black Jazz artists and other musicians.

What a smart woman and that was in a time black and white people lived still (in most parts of the USA) separate.

So I think it's very right when a "David Klein Quintet" plays Songs of Marilyn... ...a Jazz album you will like... and of course most of her films are still very much to recommended.

And a new picture book about her has also just appeared, I would definitely call this book as one of the best I've ever seen. The name is Marilyn Monroe- Metamorphosses-Transformations (Marilyn Monroe/ Metamorphosen / Verwandlungen- erschienen im Schiermer Mosel Verlag).

This book not only shows pictures, it also contains the last interview with M.M. and sentences she herself said once or other told about her. Many of the pics you will see the first time and some of them you will know well. It is such a pleasure to go through this book and you once again realize why she is still so popular and lovable.

LOVE & LIGHT